Yep. Today’s the big day. My wedding dress comes in via DHL this afternoon. I got a voicemail about a fitting appointment.
And as you know, this excitement is not exactly exciting right now, what with the fiance’s screw-ups and all. I guess I could just sit around the house in the thing and have a Miss Havisham moment. I actually thought this was going to be a dramatic, angsty, tear-filled flailing moment. I had BC all lined up just in case. But really, I am somewhere between numb and blah. I’m even tired of my own drama.
But it is a pretty, pretty dress. Just another reminder that my life is on hold for a little while so I can sort my brain out. My heart, on the other hand, gets me in nothing but trouble. It’s not invited to the discussion any more.